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bisan pa

^_riza — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 01:00:38 GMT

[ Mood: In Love ]
diri masayon it aton kabutangan
hasta yana, nagkukuri la gihap ako pag adjust.
pero bisan pa magharayo kita,
hihigugmaon ko la gihap ikaw.
bisan pa makuri it at komunikasyon,
magiging faithful la gihap ako ha imo.
iilubon ko ini, diri ako mamimiling hin iba.
maghuhulat ako hasta umabot it adlaw
na makasapit ako ha im utro,
makaptan ko tim kamot ngan nawong,
mahangkupan ko ikaw,
makaharok ako ha im balik.
makit-an ka nga natawa
mabatian it im tingog.
kun ikaw man nagkukuri gihap hit sugad hini
ayaw kabaraka kay aadi la ako pirmi..
diri mawawara, diri ka babayaan.
pirmi naton hihigugmaon it usat usa
pirmi naton iintindihon it tagsa tagsa
diri kita mapaperdi bisan kan kanay
diri kita mapaperdi bisan pa hini nga distansya
aton ipakita ha ira na bisan
milya milya it at kaharayo,
it gugma.. diri mawawara, makusog pa lugod.
it akon la unta ginhahangyo ha Ginoo
na diri ka niya pabay-an hito dida nga lugar
nga unta pirmi maupay it imo kabutangan.

mahal.. dadi ko�
hihigugmaon ko ikaw
tikang han nagyakan ako ha im hin �i love you�
hasta mawarayan na ko hangin na hihing.gukon.
so what kun corny it ma inlove?
it�s the greatest feeling one will ever feel man liwat, diba dadi?
malipayon ako kay ikaw tak ginhihigugma.
we�ll stay strong forever. PROMISE.
i love you.

my knight in shining armor

^_riza — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 09:33:45 GMT

[ Mood: In Love ]
he is not the ideal knight that you see and hear in every fairy tales.

he is not also the typical hero that saves everytime you need help.

he is just an extraordinary man who loves to fool around and would sometimes tend to laugh at your big busy ass. he leaves you alone every so often for you to have a time to think on your own, for you to learn to be independent. but he's different from what you expect that a stupid guy would do. he may be tactless, lavish, feme and the likes but this white monkey takes really good care of my crazy heart. he loves truly and he sees no mistakes. he may be impatient and cruel but he's the best man i've ever met. he limits nothing and forgives wholly i love him just the way he is. he may be imperfect but at least he's honest at about everything. hides nothing and tells everything. i hope my knight in shining armor will never change and would still continue loving me after our 3 years of physical separation. i'll be missing him a lot.

i love you so much

^_riza — Mon, 09 Feb 2009 13:05:12 GMT

[ Mood: Happy ]
something for you to see before you leave...

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been thinking

^_riza — Sun, 01 Feb 2009 00:34:04 GMT

[ Mood: In Love ]
M still in love with you and i'll continue loving you till the 30th day of feb.

everything happened so fast.....
the first day you texted me, i replied.
the first time i saw you, i was amazed.
the first time you made me smile, my heart jumped.
the first time we hanged out, i enjoyed.
the first time we ate together, i was full.
the first time you held my hands, it felt warm.
the first time you touched my face, i felt comfortable.
the first time you cuddled me, i felt belongingness.
the first time you kissed my lips, i felt love.
the first time you said "i love you", i flew like a wind.

and now you're leaving.... but not for good.
still i'd be missing everything we've loved and hated,
everything we shared and disagreed upon.
i'll be waiting for you.
i hope you'll stay as good as what you already are right now.
i hope you'd still be loving me.

dadi... M always telling you this and i'll say this to you again... you're more than what you mean to me.
everything you are is everything to me.
nothing and no one can make me smile the way that you do to me.
i love you today.. i'll love tomorrow... i love you forever.

you do?

^_riza — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 07:04:01 GMT

[ Mood: Happy ]
do you have any idea of how much i love you? you don't...? well.. i love you for the zth time. i'll love you till you find a 30th on february. haaaaaaaayyyyyyyy dadi. i love you today. i love you tomorrow. i love you forever. inseparable tayong dalawa. :*

..playin' games..

^_riza — Sat, 06 Jan 2007 21:11:07 GMT

[ Mood: Amused ]
i made a great uh.. poem (?) hehe.. it just came out of the blue.. M bored and got nothin to do.. M supposed to be busy but daym.. for it, i've got no time.. hehe.. anyway, juz have a seat and read it..

they said that rain is but a blessing
pero hira la ito it nasiring
waray ko light nga nakikitan
coz of course, there's no sun
my mind is struggling
kun anu tak igsisiring
bisan ngan it pagsurat
i might as well catch a rat
haha! it makes me laugh
ngan balitaw baga na ako hin badaf
hehe.. tawa la bisan
it feels so good to have a fan
M rocking my chair
pero waray ko pa nakukuha nga share
sige tak ubo... "uho,uho"
bless me if this is like so
M f*ckin bored
siguro makapot nala ako hin surod
hahaha! sige tawa na liwat
it's as if you're asking "what?!"
konek nga waray nakikitan
hala may nagtxt gintawag ako hin "hon"
it feels so good
to have someone to treat you like a food
anay daw, panhunahuna
kakan o pa naging maupay it it gin kakaon ka?
i think i have to stop this nonsense
coz it feels like M runnin' out of sense
sige sunod nala
kun maglibog na liwat an ulo han bata

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see what drugs can do?

marixo baya.. M proud of myself..

linurong na liwat

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i just wonder why people ask advices from others when in fact it's their decision that matters..

in the end, what the crowd have said won't matter anymore..

i may be one of them.. i don't know.. who cares anyway..

and if i am.. we're soooo pathetic.. we've got brains but don't know hot to use it.. a sad reality..

unsaid

^_riza — Wed, 03 Jan 2007 20:20:42 GMT

there are some things that must be left unsaid.. i wonder why

some persons pretend to be all right but in fact they're not (diri ako nin ha)..

someone told me that everything's gonna be just fine.. but why.. haaay..

why is he like that?

what's my fault? hmmn..

didn't he told me that everything's back to normal already?

M i being erratic or what?

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manhihinumdom nala ako hin mga butang nga duha la ka tawo it maaram.. hehe.. para mawara tak confusion..

anu it konek hit paniki ngan wakwak? hehe.. buang.. nayaknan ka daw hin kakan o pa naging wakwak it paniki? LoL..

humiling ak ha langit kagab i.. waray ko man nakitan nga mga stars.. hain daw la an big ngan small dipper? haaay..

an hamster? nim pagkita buhi pa adto? amo udog ito kay ginyayaknan ka nga matmbok na hi chuchu baga ka la hin waray.. PIDK udog..

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karagbuot.. damo tak nahihinumduman.. hahah! tigda la nin sumulod nak huna-huna yana.. hahah! lagad nga nautot.. patindog tas maalsa it right leg.. heheh! hagee nga pagkatawo.. musta ka na daw la? miss ko na ikaw.. diri mo man ako gin aasi.. nagkita kita kakulop baga waray mo man ak asiha (baga liwat ako hin nangasi).. hmmn.. nag iiwasay ba kita? keanu?

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haaay masumo.. bagan ok na tanan tas matigda nala nga mabalik ha dati.. kasumo.. keanu ka nagsusugad? salaan la ba gihap ako?

5 fingers - 5 stages - kalokohan

^_riza — Tue, 02 Jan 2007 15:21:11 GMT

hehe.. 5 fingers..

thumb - people close to you
pointing finger - those who teach, healers
middle finger - leaders
ring finger - weakest
smallest finger - me

i learned that when i went to church last sunday.. hehe.. yiihii.. nasimba na ko.. nagbabagong buhay.. hehe.. basta amo na ton..

hmmn.. 5 steps

denial - cant accept things
anger - hatred towards yourself and the others
bargain - i do this and that in exchange of something
depression - major sadness
acceptance - eventually move on

hmmn.. someone told me na dapat ko umagi ton nga mga butang to.. well.. eventually move on.. hmmn.. i wonder why.. i mean, do i really have to hate others in order for me to move one? hmmn.. pero yakan pa man nak soulmate.. you can live w/o hating.. gumawas ako hin waray hito.. so mabubuhi ako hin waray hito.. hehe.. aight?

kalokohan? hmmn.. buang tak inay.. pakianhan ba naman ako hin.. "day, kun mamatay ako yana dayon.. anu tim igyayakan ha ak?" palurong nga tawo.. pero seriously.. kinulba ko han nagyakan hiya hadto ha ak.. nakayakan ngahaw ako hin.. "maaram ka, before ka pa mamatay.. patay na ko".. ayos daw anu nak baton.. kanan waray respeto nga anak.. di ko la liwat gusto nga manabo ton.. just like what i told her.. M going to die first.. duh! masakit ada it makikit an mo nga babayaan ka na tim minamahal.. so gabay ako it mag una.. hmmn.. i sound selfsish na liwat anu..? pero anu man.. amo talaga ko ton.. yakan pa man ni barbie.. "as i'll ever be".. malas talaga tak mom ha akon.. suwail.. black sheep.. halos tanan ada nga malain nahimo ko na iya.. hahay.. san o daw la ko magbubuutan? meada ko man baton iya pakiana.. problema la.. nahadlok ko pagyakan ha iya.. i mean.. naawod.. yakan pa man niya.. nahimo na liwat ako hin way nga di kami maging close.. nahadlok la ada ako.. ngan diri ako maaram keanu.. kadako tak problema.. LoL.. dako kuno.. ako ngan lat nakasamok amo nga na dako.. hahum..

adi pa usa nga kalokohan.. buang gud tak sangkay.. yaknan ba naman ko nga M suffering from paranoia.. hmmn.. am i? atah ngahaw di ak maaram.. maybe yes.. maybe no.. ah! who cares anyway! paranoia la ton.. i1 get over it..

adi pa usa (LoL.. mabanat la ko samtang may ibabanat pa.. bangin last na.. )

kalokohan gihap.. soulmates gud man kami tak soulmate.. kun anu na nanabo ha iya.. amo gihap na nanabo ha ak.. i wonder why.. cursed ada kami nga mga kabataan.. (LoL.. bata.. hingan lady na ko) anyway, basta.. sana swertihon hiya kan ciamee.. char.. para swertihon gihap ako tak studies.. hehe.. hageee ini.. matrabaho na ako.. makapoi na pagskwela! anu bat gamit hit fil, eng ngan iba pa nga sub tak course? my goodness.. atoot.. magulang nga mga nursing schools.. para ira kohida dako.. buang.. kun pwede daw lak maging nurse hin di na swela.. ta badaw.. maiha na.. (tah.. naghinmbog na liwat an buang..) kadamo nala tak reklamo tak kinabuhi.. amo iton iday nga di ka natubo kay di ka nababaro.. tsk, tsk..

anyways.. anyways..

tah! tah!

mbalik nala ko kun san o ko free.. hehe..

HAPPY new year..

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wish ko this year.. sana purupadayon tak naffeel nga happiness.. hehe..

new years resoln.. BE HAPPY!

advance hapi V-day.. LoL..